someone save my life tonight

or any night, for tht matter... i need a change of habit... someone to actually take interest in actively caring about me, the life i live, in the real world, physical daily life... and i don't mean an intimate partner, though there's nothing wrong with sex at all and i'd surely love another lover, but more important for continuing being alive, is intimate caring... active caring is a true life saver, even more, a life extender... and it's been more than a few years since i had a friend who actually actively cared daily in the physical world...

sigh, and all that bullsugar...

start again in fifteen days? :}