fourty four blogs here at blogspot (though not all listed on my profile and a few shared)... thirty diaries at diaryland (though only about thirteen actually developed with theme and entries and all of those mostly sleeping these days)... and a few journals at live journal have long slept as well... and other elsewhere, some of which can be found here... why?... i am mentioning it because i want attention and feeback... i do it because releasing myself, real and imaginary, into words is cathartic...

also... so much bullsugar... and then some...

fox news

the sickness of our cultures is exposed once again as adam lambert's sensual act is banned by abc and good morning america, much as elvis was only shown from the waist up on ed sullivan and the beatles and others found similar censorship and it's been the same as far back from frank sinatra to the earliest human civilizations, the fear of the penis, the vagina, sex, the human body, and all that is natural and beautiful and sensual and real in this physical life... so distorted is our perception that the real obscenities of our culture are ignored, like the mind fuck of talk radio or sarah palin's sell-out going rouge tour (what makes a failed politician a rock star?... the bias of current "news" talking heads, the media in general, moral hypocrisy, and the psychological sleaziness of our culture, that's what)...

excuse me, i accidentally listened to a bit of fox news...

need to know, need to fear!

that's the top news story tonight.