the thing was

what?... maybe i keep starting new blogs to see if anyone is paying attention, i mean, really caring in the verbal literary as in caring is a verb sense... nouns, verbs, verbal, written, and all that jazz aside, humor too, it could be that at my deepest core, or perhaps in a nearby suburb, there is serious doubt that humans have the ability to care as much as they need to in order to understand the conscious awareness the mind is capable of achieving when the dominant power is love instead of fear... humans choose fear, though many will claim not to have a choice, as if the mind controls the consciousness instead of the other way around... so maybe i'm not amazed and wanna be and this wandering aimlessly (or so it may appear) is all part of the carefully laid out maze (maze?... a maze?... oh stop playing with words, most won't get it and those who do will only be distracted, but maybe that's the point, aye?) is the test...

what?... nobody said there'd be a quiz today...