zoshul skilz

life is ninety eight percent coincidence and two percent hormones... a lot of other stuff too cuz coincidence can be made of almost anything and hormones, well, hormones can make you do almost anything so that's about a hundred percent of everything which is a lot... and just for the truth of it i confessed to myself in the secret privacy of one or more of my blogs that there is a certain person in life (that's real physical life) who is almost actually sexually attractive to me, or would be if i wasn't so set in my abstaining ways, and did i just suggest i might be interested in sleeping with someone for real?... yes, i did say she was attractive to me... not like ric ocasek's wife attractive, but... yeah, i just have to go do what i do, don't i?... mock myself, mock my seriousness, mock any chance of being with someone for real, mock the whole ball of wax (and her little dog too)... but ric's wife is seriously attractive (for me... of course i know who she is, silly), which only goes to show that the most attractive faces for me are attracted to dorks, musical dorks, no less... brilliance, no doubt... or...

bullsugar! :)