minor wonders

i wonder what this blog was going to be about before it became whatever it is about, if anything... i wonder if i would like the american idol singers if i heard them for the first time today instead of having followed them for weeks and grown slightly attached to the whole singer success dream.. i wonder why nobody tells me they read my words if anybody ever does read my words... i wonder why human being let fear destroy life's potential... i wonder if anybody knows what bullsugar means...